When God Doesn't Make Sense

When Maria lost her father at twenty-one years old, grief did more than break her heart. It shook her faith, changed the way she saw the world, and left her carrying anger, guilt, and questions she did not know how to ask out loud.

Her father had been her protector, her safe place, and the man who made her feel deeply loved. After a heart attack, triple bypass surgery, and a rare complication that left him unable to breathe without assistance, Maria watched the strongest man she knew become trapped in a life he never would have chosen.

When he died, something in her broke.

In When God Doesn't Make Sense, Maria shares the raw and honest story of losing her father, becoming angry with God, surviving deep grief, and slowly finding her way back to faith. This is not a book of easy answers or polished explanations. It is a deeply personal memoir for anyone who has ever wondered where God was in their suffering.

With tenderness, honesty, and hope, Maria writes for the grieving heart that still has questions and for the person who wants to believe that even after loss, anger, and silence, life can begin again.